Monday, July 5, 2010, 8:53 AM
:GirlfHey, Im sorry, for not calling to check on how you are yesterday. I doubt I will today either.
Cos, Im dumbfounded. Idontknow what to say to you. Im scared, cos you're suffering what I did. I see myself in you now. &Idontlike that. I never believed that this day would come.
We're too alike, but now, in a bad way.
I hate guys. Especially guys like them. What's wrong? Why must they torture us like that?
That, we dont know. I wish we could stop them..
Back then, HE asked me, why didnt I stop HIM.
Obviously, he doesnt understand. No one did.
But now, trust me girl, I understand. EVERYTHING.
&Idontwant you to think and look back, about it.
It's gonna hurt much more, much much more.
Even now, though it has been quite long, when I think back, it hurts alot.
To a guy, it may seem to be nothing, but to us, it means everything.
No matter what, please know, that I'll be here for you.
Whether I talk or not, I'll be here.
I love you, ♥